I like cocks for one thing: penetration. I love having a cock inside of me. It is filling, and makes me feel so close to the person on the other side. Straight, sexual intercourse isn’t something I will do with just anyone, despite the slut label I’ve given myself. It has to be with someone I really care for because it is one act that (currently) does lead to emotional attachment, which is great for relationships, not so much for random hookups. I lost my virginity when I was 17, almost 18. It was with my high school boyfriend, and we were very into eachother. Actually pretty romantic. I will never forget it. We were planning on breaking up soon for college, but lost our virginities to one another anyway. He and I haven’t talked for a few months now, but overall we’ve stayed in contact. It was a good decision.

We did it in his bed one afternoon when his parents were out. I think they knew that we would mess around when they were gone, but they didn’t seem to care. We pulled the blinds, but they let most of the light through, so the room was bright and warm from the summer sun. We kissed and touched for a long time, before having the adventure with the condom. Somehow we figured out how to put it on (very important because it was out only form of birth control). Then I lied on my back, be climbed on top of me, and slid in. Of course there was awkwardness while he tried to find his way in, and I remember smiling at him. Ahh, what a good moment. It hurt me somewhat, more than I expected because I’d used sizable toys before. He moved in very slowly, rested, then starting thrusting in an out. After a few minutes (yes, he somehow lasted. I guess I got lucky), it started to feel very good for me. He kept going, with his body pressing down on my clit. It felt so good, physically and emotionally. I started getting close, and so did he. He started coming, and then I did too.

I really hope my first time isn’t the last time I come at the same time as a guy during sex. I know that’s really difficult to do, so I don’t really know how it happened during our first time. I think it was just such an emotional experience for us that it heightened the feelings. I really hope it happens again. So far I haven’t had that experience again.