What I want right now (a fantasy) Thursday, May 28 2009

Considering that I am currently without anyone to hook-up with (I really should have stayed at school for the summer, so much easier to find people), I would love to be in one of the following scenarios:

1. I go to a quiet bar. There is a girl across the room who keeps peeking at me. She’s flirting. I hope I’m not imaging it, I hope she really does like girls. She’s gorgeous, with dark brown hair and olive skin. I get the guts to go talk to her, and I ask her to dance. She accepts (just like Lillian did a few weeks ago…), and we dance. it’s is wonderful. She has amazing curves, and I run my hand down her side. I whisper in her ear, “Want to leave?”, and she nods. We get to my place, and immediately start kissing. She has soft, gentle lips, yet I still kiss her with force.

I start kissing her body at her hips, moving her jeans slightly down so my lips touch her hipbone. I make my way up, lifting her shirt all the way off and I reach her neck. There I nibble, and she sighs. She’s not wearing a bar, so I bite her nipples as she grabs me in pleasure.

2. I am with Tim (see “The Paint Night”), who I have quit the crush on right now. We’re on his bed, making out. He has a beautiful torso. slim yet quite defined. My favorite. He gently kisses my neck, and I gently kiss his, then bite his shoulder because it’s just too tempting. I’m wearing a dress, and he takes it off, revealing me in just panties and a see-through bra. He leans forward and starts kissing me more deeply, devouring me like a last meal. We move from sitting up to lying down as he forces me down on the bed, pinning my wrists so I have limited movement. It’s amazing. He releases my wrists as he moves his head down my body. He starts kissing the lips of my pussy, then reaching his tongue to my clitoris. Oh, how delicious. He reaches one, then two fingers inside me, rubbing my g-spot as I get more and more excited.

“Hang on for just a minute” he says. Tim stops, puts a condom on, positions himself above me, his hands back on my wrists, this time by my side instead of above my head. With one push, he slides inside me, hitting my g-spot as he thrusts in and out…

Now if only these would come true… considering I’m not 21 yet, the second is much more of a possibility, but I have to wait until late August to see Tim. Very unfortunate.

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Porn I Enjoy Friday, May 15 2009

I love porn. I’ve been watching it longer than I’ll admit to. With the internet, it’s just so easy. There’s google of course, then the story databases, then the porn blogs. For a while I would search for stories on http://www.asstr.org/ (The Alt Sex Stories Text Repository). It’s hard to navigate, but there’s some good stuff on there if you look long enough. If anyone has a better suggestion, put it in the comments.

For porn blogs, I mostly look at Fleshbot. It has a lot of mainstream stuff, and posts clips everyday. A long time favorite clip I have is kind of embarrasssing…it’s Sasha Grey in a film called “Teenage Anal Princess”:http://fleshbot.com/300070/flesh-flicks-sasha-grey-earns-her-title     She’s my age or something (or maybe even 18 here?), which I like. It has bad dialogue, and is questionable for a feminist like me, but somehow it still turns me on. I adore Sasha Grey (but not as much as Madison Young).

My favorite porn site is actually a collection of them: kink.com   Anyone who likes fetish and/or kinky porn has seen this site (I hope!). The Kink.com people make my favorite porn, and have a great site with free clips (free-hardcore.com). It’s also worth looking at the behind kink section archives. Of the sites in kink.com, I like wiredpussy.com, whippedass.com, and the training of O best. Kink.com has also had my two favorite models on it: Madison Young and Sasha Grey. If you are into anal play, I recommend watching the behind the scenes video for the upcoming site: http://news.behindkink.com/blog/default/2009/05/05/Its-Not-Just-Another-Ass-Site-Its-Everything-Butt

I swear I don’t work for kink.com (I wish!). Just an eager fan without a credit card to buy a monthly subscription.

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What do you call it? Thursday, May 14 2009

I am referring to the female parts of a woman also known as: vagina, vulva, cunt, pussy, beaver, va jay jay, yoni, opening between a woman’s legs…and more terms I can’t think of right now. Most often I like to use pussy (depending on the contexts of course). Vagina is incorrect if you’re referring to more than just the opening. Cunt is offensive. Beaver is an animal (I know pussy can refer to a cat as well, but not as much as fucking beaver). Va jay jay is really silly. Yoni sounds too new-agey for me.

Men have it better. Cock is the best word referring to the male part, and penis is a very straightforward alternative. Cock really is a good word; it sounds hot.

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Intercourse: a high school story Thursday, May 14 2009

I like cocks for one thing: penetration. I love having a cock inside of me. It is filling, and makes me feel so close to the person on the other side. Straight, sexual intercourse isn’t something I will do with just anyone, despite the slut label I’ve given myself. It has to be with someone I really care for because it is one act that (currently) does lead to emotional attachment, which is great for relationships, not so much for random hookups. I lost my virginity when I was 17, almost 18. It was with my high school boyfriend, and we were very into eachother. Actually pretty romantic. I will never forget it. We were planning on breaking up soon for college, but lost our virginities to one another anyway. He and I haven’t talked for a few months now, but overall we’ve stayed in contact. It was a good decision.

We did it in his bed one afternoon when his parents were out. I think they knew that we would mess around when they were gone, but they didn’t seem to care. We pulled the blinds, but they let most of the light through, so the room was bright and warm from the summer sun. We kissed and touched for a long time, before having the adventure with the condom. Somehow we figured out how to put it on (very important because it was out only form of birth control). Then I lied on my back, be climbed on top of me, and slid in. Of course there was awkwardness while he tried to find his way in, and I remember smiling at him. Ahh, what a good moment. It hurt me somewhat, more than I expected because I’d used sizable toys before. He moved in very slowly, rested, then starting thrusting in an out. After a few minutes (yes, he somehow lasted. I guess I got lucky), it started to feel very good for me. He kept going, with his body pressing down on my clit. It felt so good, physically and emotionally. I started getting close, and so did he. He started coming, and then I did too.

I really hope my first time isn’t the last time I come at the same time as a guy during sex. I know that’s really difficult to do, so I don’t really know how it happened during our first time. I think it was just such an emotional experience for us that it heightened the feelings. I really hope it happens again. So far I haven’t had that experience again.

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Fantasy Fulfilled Wednesday, May 13 2009

I have wanted to have a threesome for some time. Last year I was close to having one with two attractive friends, but then I got involved with the guy, there was heartbreak, and it just wasn’t the right group for a threesome anymore. This year I got my chance, finally. It wasn’t even planned ahead, very spontaneous. As you read in a previous post, my friends Lauren and Harry are involved with one another. They have been having sex, but are living in a communal house together next year so I don’t think they’ll be dating.

I had a threesome with them and it was wonderful. Three really is a perfect number. I love how two people can focus on one. I loved watching Lauren’s face while Harry touched her. She has wonderful pleasure expressions. I loved how Lauren kissed Harry while I went down on him. Harry went down on me while Lauren kissed my breasts…so heavenly. Overall a wonderful, memorable night. I hope I get to do it again. I will.

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Breasts Wednesday, May 13 2009

I like breasts (or boobs, as I usually call them). I know I am not alone in this. I’d say everyone likes boobs, but that’s not quite true. A lot of people do though. Personally I like most boobs. Of ones I’ve seen upclose and personally, I haven’t yet found a pair that I don’t like. I like mine because they’ve grown in recent few years, so I feel very good being a 32C. I was talking with people about boobs recently, and one of my friends said she didn’t really like boobs bigger than a C, that B or C was perfect. She herself has D or DD’s, so this was funny. Overall, I like small, I like big, and I like in between.

I like touching, kissing, and biting breasts. There’s just something so pleasing about the roundness and softness.

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The Paint Night Wednesday, May 13 2009

A few months ago my friend Laura bought some body paint for her birthday. Laura is my friend who most likes getting naked. She’s a bit of a naturist (aka nudist). It was a Saturday night, everyone was intoxicated, and no one wanted to go to the big party happening. So we decided to do body painting instead. The group of 6 headed upstairs to my common room (I live in a single off of a two-person suite). We locked the door, closed the shade, and started painting. We didn’t want to get paint on our clothes, so everyone stripped down to underwear (except Laura and her unofficial boy Harry , who weren’t wearing underwear. they kept bottoms on instead). It was a little strange because Harry and Tim were both there, and they’re cousins, but we just kept going anyway.

It was a blast. We played music, and painted designs on each other. I liked painting Lauren’s spine. She is so gorgeous. I painted everyone’s spines, and everyone matched. There was some making out too, because that’s what my friends do. A little strange, yes. It’s not my school, just my friends.

The night didn’t end there. Lauren and Harry left to go have sex, and ran across campus in just paint, removing their pants at the door. This left me and 3 others, including Tim and Chole. I’ve made out with Chole numerous times before. It’s just how our friendship started. Chole and Tim had a friends-with-benefits thing going for a while, but it ended recently. We all decided that we had to get the paint off. So we decided to take a shower. The four of us dashed down the hall, carrying towels so we didn’t get paint on them, and crammed into the tiny shower (all but one of us got naked for the shower). I was annoyed at this point because I had gotten paint on my pretty underwear, purple flowerly lace. We all cleaned off, then dashed back to my room (in towels this time) and laughed.

I almost can’t believe we did this. First, there are very small showers in my dorm, Second, it sounds like a porno.

To be continued…

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My toy collection Tuesday, May 12 2009

Sex toys of course.

I love toys. I have been collecting them for a while. When I was 17 I had one of my friends buy me a vibrator because I couldn’t buy one myself legally. Before I had real toys I improvised. Some favorites: electric toothbrush, hairbrush handle, and a Neutrogena face device that vibrated. I got off, but it was nothing compared to when i got real toys. My favorites are anything that hit the  G-spot. I have a purple one that is hard plastic, and works so well. I usually use one toy on my clit, and one inside me. I often use toys anally, which really gets me off. One favorite is my glass dildo. It is beautiful and rock-hard (because it’s glass, obviously). It has a blue swirl inside, and is fairly large. The only thing I don’t like about it is that it is cold when I first start using it. Living in a dorm with a communal bathroom, I can’t warm it up with water, but at home I do. It feels so amazing inside.

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Last weekend Tuesday, May 12 2009

This past weekend, despite being during finals, was really great. There was a fun party at the art house, with lots of dancing. I finally hooked up with this girl I know, Lillian. Oh my is she a hot femme. Lillian has some of the largest breasts I have ever seen in real life. She’s not a large otherwise, just right. She put her drunk friend to bed, then joined me in my bed.

I met my match for biting though (I haven’t mentioned yet that I am a biter). We had a hot power struggle, each trying to push the other one down on the bed. She often won because she was bigger than me (I am quite short), and she teased me about this. She also taunted me about looking so innocent, then being so not. I really do look innocent. I like girly clothing, skirts, and my long wavy hair. With my face and height, I think I could pass for 14 or 15 if it wasn’t for my boobs. I probably won’t look 21 until I’m 35.

Back to the biting: I love biting people, especially on shoulders and breasts. I only like being bitten in certain places, like my ears and nipples. Nibbling in other places i ok too. Lillian, however, really likes to bite, and kept biting me. Ouch, but hot, I have a bruise on my right breast, one on my neck, and two bruised nipples. Good thing I’m talented at makeup. I don’t want everyone on campus to see my tell-tale bruised neck.

It was also a funny night because earlier my friends and I had been playing with sharpies. I had “Forceful” written on my stomach in blue, and “Property of Jane” on my left breast in green. Lillian laughed.

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Other sites I like Monday, May 11 2009

Update: I got the blogroll working.

I can’t figure out how to make the blogroll show up, so here are some sites I enjoy:

http://mistressmatisse.blogspot.com/

www.underhishand.com

www.jezebel.com (not a sex blog, still great)

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